Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Have you any right to be angry?

He crawled below the decks of the ship,
under the wooden planks
and amongst the rotten tins
this is when he was taken by deep sleep

In the great deep there are no sounds to hear
no mouths to speak
there is numbness and misery
Like a boy inside a fish swallowed whole
it takes anger and kiss
to get out of any of these dark places alive

"Separate the bodies" he says,
"lay them tight in
separate beds"
I believe in the passion of flames
but here fire is snuffed out
let loose as muffled ash

"Have you any right to be angry?"

There was a body inside of me
There was someone there
crying from his cage within me
There was anger inside of me
There was misery inside of me
There was death within me
There was death within my reach

I am angry enough to die,
this judgment by fire dried up the great deep

The thought of Jove
his head pressed to my hands
I feel a lumbering weight that suffocates
but he breathes life onto my skin
And I recall the night I saw flames take the sky
I feel sickness
and the waters rising at my throat
darkness covers my eyes
emptiness wraps himself around my head.

I've seen signs,
flaming circles in the night sky
he's made hurricanes with his hands
he could spread rage to every island
shake the earth
press out the burning passion with his thumb,

while I breed misery
swallow bodies whole
breathe out smoke
because the flames inside of me lie low

I asked him to bring me death and he brought
blood to my hands
I tried to take refuge in the bottom of that ship
but I could not reach deep sleep
flames haunt me, shadow of smoke
to never know love or company
the idea of another body too frightening
I succumb to the suffocating silence
of the great deep.

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